Where does one go from here?
How do you pick up and change everything you once knew? I was so sure of everything, but now I have my doubts. I still trust God is in control, but its less about if it will go as He plans, but how it will happen. I want to know how things are going to happen. I want to know if I am wasting my time and should be doing something else.

Well, I leave for Bama on Friday with the best friend :) I am sooo ready for this break. I don't want to be bothered by anything else either. I just want time with my friends and family. I am ready for my tattoo and to dye my hair. Its gonna be a good change. I think I will go get a second hole in my ear too. Lots of changes coming my way :) He can choose to be a part of it or not. Not much else I can do.

I love my job! This is truly a blessing :) I love it. I love having time for me while he sleeps, but getting to play mommy all day. Things will get a bit hectic whenever the other three boys are home all day on breaks from school, but I really don't think they will be that bad. They really are well behaved kids, just sometimes need some help focusing. I have also found another prospective job that one be one to two nights a week. It wouldnt be tons of money, but certainly would help with some extra money to spend each week for eating out and such. This income I have now will pay the bills, gas, and groceries, but doesn't leave much room for much else. I just want to be able to save and have money to spend on things I want and need. Things are going well financially and I know I have a lot to be thankful for. I just simply wish that things would go a bit better in the relationship department. Eventually all will be ok.

Have a blessed day ya'll!!