Failure

You know those days where you just want to crawl in bed and not come out? Where you feel like everything you say gets you into yet another argument and you don't seem to have the right words to help anyone? Where you feel so overwhelmed by all you need to accomplish, and feel there just isnt enough time or money? Where you feel like true happiness may never come and you are sick of waiting? Where you just can't seem to find yourself? Where you feel like you aren't being faithful and trusting in God as you know you should be?

These are all great descriptions of how my life is going today. I just can't seem to come out on top! I am praying and trying to trust God, but somedays, some days it is just really difficult.

I should find out by the end of this coming week, or the beginning of the next one if I get my new job, and hopefully, if I get it, I will begin work the following week. I am very excited about this opportunity. If I get this job, it will be enough money to tithe, pay rent, put some in savings, and live day to day with some fun. I think it is going to work out, and I keep praying it does.

I am trying to follow God's lead and just go with the flow of things.

This next month will be insane, but I am going to try to find some fun in the mix of it all too!! :)

Have a blessed day!!