So here it is 11:15pm and I am just now eatin my dinner of pizza rolls and apple juice! LOL I am so silly, I know. My eating and sleeping schedules are still very weird. I apparently made mister army boy by me not going to the doctor for some issues and for not sleeping well. He thinks I have made myself this way and that I can't take care of a family if I don't take care of myself. However, Danie and I talked about this and decided that it is easier for a woman to seperate her needs from that of a family, where as a man's logic is that they go hand-in-hand. And, as much I hate to admit it, the guys have something there. We do need to stop neglecting ourselves a women and realize that we must take care of ourselves in order to efficently raise our families and care for our friends, but you know, I believe many of us start this self-neglecting early in our adulthood and rarely grow out of it. I am making a goal to change that for myself, so that is going on my list for the summer. I am already making small changes to incorporate "me time" and have also made a dr appointment for Friday. I am still going to work these two days, but I will take it easy and rest mostly. Hopefully I will be up to hitting the gym Monday with Katie and hitting it extra hard on Thursday at kickboxing as well. I would like to go to kickboxing this Thursday with Katie like we plan, but I am not sure I will yet. It is going to be a long rest of the week.
Tonight I need to somehow sleep without oversleping for work. Tomorrow, I nanny and am taking the kids to church. Thursday, I also nanny and would like to take them on another fun day, but idk if that will happen or not. Friday I am going to the Dr, going to talk to people at Motlow, and then resting. Saturday I am helping my aunt and taking my cousins to the pool at 10am-that should be interesting but fun! I know I will have lots of pics! :) I am soo happy my cousins are back and close to us now!! :):) Saturday night I know I will want to go out, but I will honestly probably just watch a movie or read and relax. I am reserving that night for a light workout and some good ol me time and baking!! :) Sunday will be a long, but very happy day. I have choir rehearsal at 8am then 1st service at 830, then Sunday School at 10, then sing 2nd serive at 11, then headin to my Nana's house for a family gathering-all the aunts, uncles, greats, and cousins :) Nana is makin a yummy lunch and after I eat and visit and take lots of pics with all of them about 3ish, I am heading back to the church for one of my last final Fine Arts practices ever! I am both happy and sad about this being my last chance this year. :/ After a very long day, I believe I am staying for church at 6pm, then watchin Army Wives, eatin dinner, and havin some sunday night girl time with Danie :):) I love those sunday nights!! They are very good for us. We talk about a lot, and just have some plain ol fun! :)
I think I may go visit my Dad Tuesday-Thursday and also try to see my cousin and also my aunt and uncle! I am going to try and take advantage of my time off work next week and just relax, but see some family.
Things look so busy when I have them all written out like this! lol But they are all things that must happen for me to survive lol I need to call about a few job possibilities too! Things must always be forever adding themselves to my to-do list lol Oh well, that is life! C'est La Vie!!
Tony went back to Iraq today :( I am so sad I only got to see him for a few hours last friday, that was not NEAR enough!! :( I miss him so much. I miss all the fun times and the serious ones. I miss that big brother of mine-though he may not technically be related to me, he might as well be!
I am also working on being more positive, I know I need to be. It is so hard. I feel like I am trying, but can't reach the top for some air. Idk what is wrong with me, but I want it fixed, and I believe at this point, only God can fix it! I am trusting in Him, but struggling, but trying oh so hard!
Goodnight all! Time to clean and such before I lay down to watch a movie and relax until work in about six hours!
Tonight I need to somehow sleep without oversleping for work. Tomorrow, I nanny and am taking the kids to church. Thursday, I also nanny and would like to take them on another fun day, but idk if that will happen or not. Friday I am going to the Dr, going to talk to people at Motlow, and then resting. Saturday I am helping my aunt and taking my cousins to the pool at 10am-that should be interesting but fun! I know I will have lots of pics! :) I am soo happy my cousins are back and close to us now!! :):) Saturday night I know I will want to go out, but I will honestly probably just watch a movie or read and relax. I am reserving that night for a light workout and some good ol me time and baking!! :) Sunday will be a long, but very happy day. I have choir rehearsal at 8am then 1st service at 830, then Sunday School at 10, then sing 2nd serive at 11, then headin to my Nana's house for a family gathering-all the aunts, uncles, greats, and cousins :) Nana is makin a yummy lunch and after I eat and visit and take lots of pics with all of them about 3ish, I am heading back to the church for one of my last final Fine Arts practices ever! I am both happy and sad about this being my last chance this year. :/ After a very long day, I believe I am staying for church at 6pm, then watchin Army Wives, eatin dinner, and havin some sunday night girl time with Danie :):) I love those sunday nights!! They are very good for us. We talk about a lot, and just have some plain ol fun! :)
I think I may go visit my Dad Tuesday-Thursday and also try to see my cousin and also my aunt and uncle! I am going to try and take advantage of my time off work next week and just relax, but see some family.
Things look so busy when I have them all written out like this! lol But they are all things that must happen for me to survive lol I need to call about a few job possibilities too! Things must always be forever adding themselves to my to-do list lol Oh well, that is life! C'est La Vie!!
Tony went back to Iraq today :( I am so sad I only got to see him for a few hours last friday, that was not NEAR enough!! :( I miss him so much. I miss all the fun times and the serious ones. I miss that big brother of mine-though he may not technically be related to me, he might as well be!
I am also working on being more positive, I know I need to be. It is so hard. I feel like I am trying, but can't reach the top for some air. Idk what is wrong with me, but I want it fixed, and I believe at this point, only God can fix it! I am trusting in Him, but struggling, but trying oh so hard!
Goodnight all! Time to clean and such before I lay down to watch a movie and relax until work in about six hours!
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