Saturday, May 30, 2009

Today...Today, I'm Ready

Today I am ready.
I am ready for the change that is coming. Gosh, I am having a really hard time with things right now. I am functioning on little sleep, so this will be short. We drove home from Bama today and I am glad to be back. I love visiting there, but could never live there. It's just too small for me. But, I did see the house I want my dream home to look like. :)
Today has been rough though. I feel like I'm in a fog that I can't get out of. I got up, got ready, went to the mall, drove home, and have been online and laying around~all in a fog. I can't function this way. I need out of this state, but idk how to get there. I love him. I know this is all sincere, so I need to figure it out and move on and grow up. I need to take my leap of faith. I will take it soon. I will. It is just taking time.

Ok...I can't write anymore. I need sleep. Goodnight
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